Shadows and Darkness envelops me.
I could see nothing.
I close my eyes to feel pain in my heart,
The pain that was so alive.

It was devouring me.
As I turned,
I saw the faint
glow of the memory.
I reached out for the light,
Hoping to feel
The past warmth.
I tried to contemplate
But was trapped within truth and lies.

I saw through the world.

I tried to escape from the world,
But got trapped in the cage of time.
I could not find my dreams.
As I gazed out of reality,
My heart bled tears.
I watched the clouds pass by in the sky.

I could not remember what brought about the happiness.

I held a rose in my hand,
Till I was bleeding.
I savored the taste of the pain,
For nothing is much
Compared to this labyrinth.
The red rose of sacrificing drew me near;
And I tried to remember my last dream.

I never forgot the pain of the two.

I held on to the illusion
Of the Blue Rose of the impossible.
It faded slowly;
And I cried out,
Feeling my world collaspe.
I could not see
Further than the pool
Of blood which was
My Eternal Bed.

I see the secrets,
But am unable to fathom.
With a heart of truth
I stabbed the clouds in the sky.
They began to glow in a light.

I wanted to see the Blue Rose again,
But it never appeared...

Tears dye the night red,
As I watched
His shadow among the roses.

I made a silent pact
Between me and the Soul
Of Death and Destruction.

I crossed my heart
With the sword of Golden fire;
It burned with a force I never knew.

I yearned for that shadow;
Day and Night I searched among the roses.
The shadow was merely a Blue Rose.
I saw it now;
It was a sword waiting to strike me.
Five swords impale my body;
The sixth sword hangs ready to strike.

My pool of blood dyes the dream red.

The wings of Shadows and Darkness envelop me;
And for a last time I saw the Blue Rose.
Pain once again tear my heart.

It was the Last Defeat.

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