ok. ..Please shoot me. I have written yet another poem, and what's worse is I posted it! Gah! i am eating my words. *munch* (could do with chilli sauce tho..)

anyway, this was written in the POV of Sakura, so I guess it's sort of a fic, just another abstract one. *curt laugh* I guess this pretty much speaks for itself as to when and where for laruku fans.. .

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Blood and Cherry Blossom

Reminisces... Reminisces...
A white light flows through these barred windows
Teared laughter, Painful joy
Finally, a picture forms from the black...

Why am I feeling Nostalgic for a Past I've never known?
(always floating in eternity)

That smiling face, those white feathers
They softly entwine around me
Until, all is gone
And I see you with your face raised to the daylight

You knew... My tainted self
Yet you couldn't have stopped me because you knew
Now you cry like a severed bird
Looking up to the sky with yearning eyes

Regretting... Regretting...
My unforgiveable sin and your guilt
If I can become a butterfly and
Fly towards those lovely tears..

Even in this cage
Even though right here there is only night
The moonlight falls onto the painted stone path in riddles
This cell.... Can't restrict my thoughts...!!

Your existence handcuffs me to you...
(I'm your willing slave)

Your existence gives me infinite wings...
(I am only free in those bonds...)

-by hidoko matsumoto

http://xz0ne.cjb.net
voidmatsumoto@yahoo.co.uk

yeah. ..finished.
as an explanation, "Why am I feeling nostalgic for a past Ive never known" is interpreted here as "because it is so painful now, I don't even know the past".. ..that sort of feeling ^^;
although it was meant as a different feeling when I expressed it... *shrug* and you know who to blame for this :D. ..anyway I am its mother.. .so I have to determine the best feelings for it. ..(otherwise, you can shoot _my_ mother :D)