-part 2-
Today I had dinner with Megubitch, listening to the funny things which happened to her during work, narrating with actions, very entertaining. Looking at her smiling face, but Tetsu's smile floats up in my heart, a pain in my heart which came from nowhere... What is Tetsu doing now? Is he with Kaori? Watching the window outside with all my attention, unknowingly looking for the shadow which belongs to Tetsu...
Un... That looks like him~ But Tetsu is cuter than he is! That~ No, Tetsu is more handsome than he is~ Wait! Isn't that Tetsu? Even though he's wearing sunglasses and hat, I can tell by just one glance! The person by his side is.. .Kaori... It's really her... ho, what am I thinking of? Was I really unable to control but hope that he was alone?
(hido: Waiwai! ^^ *glomp TETCHAN* This is so cute, hehehe..)
"Hyde.... Hyde.. .Are you listening to me? Iya~~ Is there any prettier than me that makes you look outside? I hate Hyde most~~" Megubitch pouted, pretending that she was angry.
(hido: ^^;; ;Uhm.. .yuck.)
"No! Don't irritate me, I want to go... Bill(note: bill as in waiter! bill ^^)." I impatiently said.
(hido: *sadistic grin*)
If it was the normal me, I would have found the her who was acting jealous cute, tell her "sorry" and kiss her deeply, but today her actions make me feel annoyed. Is it because I just saw Tetsu walking together with Kaori? Even though I already knew that Tetsu was going out with Kaori, but when I saw, I felt very unhappy... But logically I should be happy because he is with Kaori? Like Tetsu would be because I am with Megubitch, isnt the reason the same?
The cold war persists on, between the both of us an unmaterialistic wall have been created, I can't understand what Tetsu is thinking of. In the past I would know what he was thinking by just looking at his expression... But now it's totally different! Especially while recording I actually couldn't go along with Tetsu's bass?! And this song was written by Tetsu, should be the song which I can express most properly.. . Why today...? Our silent pact is really gone... This song is called "angel", is it talking about Kaori? My heart... Why is it pained again? I don't want to think and don't want to think of the meaning of the lyrics... Today's recording ended early, Tetsu left without even looking back, was it to look for Kaori? So she is that important to him...
"Yo~~~ My beloved Hyde-chan~~ let us go and drink a small glass of wine of love~~~" haha~ ken is using his hentai plus sweet voice which makes my skin have goosebumps...
(hido: Uhm, this is hard to explain... ^^;; Sorry)
Looking at Yukihiro, his expression was "I'm defeated", okay, let's go for a drink! Anyway I havent drunk for so long, and I need to drink to forget the miseries.
We were sitting in the usual place in the corner, but the past laughters and fooling arounds were missing. What replaced it was a layer of silence,...ken suddenly said to me, "It's been all these years, why haven't you realized?"
What? Realized what? Yukihiro saw through the confusion in my eyes, so he explained for Ken:
"Tetsu loves you deeply... His feelings for you, even we outsiders can see.. .why don't you know?"
"This is called 'the spectators is clear but the people involved are confused', also, Megubitch look for you recently, you won't reply... The whole day you were in a daze; also, you always touch your own face, actually you're longing for the warmth of the past times when he was caressing your face!...you seem to be like him a lot, it's just that you havent realized your feelings towards him...We originally wanted to wait for you to realize, but like the situation now, it cannot go on! ~So we're here to remind you, hoping you will be able to see your heart clearly that is your feeling towards Tetsu." Ken said from his heart.
Really? Tetsu he? ....and I...??
(to be continued)