-part 4-
It's the birthday present that I give to hyde..^^..whish you all like it..^^..
"Ring~" Telephone...? What time is it now~~ And someone's calling in, is it Tetsu?
"Hello? Who is it?" I couldn't wait to find out the answer.
"It's me, Megubitch... I have something to talk to you about, I think... We're not suited for each other, when you're with me, you'd always glance at a faraway place... Looking at other people... I can't stand this!!! I don't want you to look at anyone other than me! ~But this seems so very impossible... So, I think it's better that we part..."
I silently put the phone down, and whispered lightly, "Sorry"... . But what Megubitch had said just now was true, so my heart has already fallen onto Tetsu, no one can steal it, towards Megubitch I can only say sorry...
Now, what is most important is to find out about Tetsu's heart! Does Tetsu love me anymore? If he has given up on me, what should I do??? I really miss him... My thoughts for him is like a (??? Sorry, don't know what it is...;), it can't stop once it starts. I reach out to dial the number which is more familliar to me than my own... It's an answering machine?? Hasn't he came home yet? But it's nearly dawn! Where is he? With whom? Kaori...?
"Tetsu... It's me... Let's meet at the same old place." Even though in my message, I had said 'same old place', I had no confidence, and I can only hope that in Tetsu's mind it would be the same place as I had thought,.. If it was the same... It would signify that we still had mutual understanding...
While walking towards the 'same old place', I dialed his handphone... It was switched off!!?? Why? What happened?? Oh... .. So is it that he wants to be with Kaori and doesn't want to be disturbed? ...I'm disturbing him...
Does he really want to be with kaori that much??...I don't want this to be! No, Tetsu you can't give anyone else that warmth that belongs to me~ I don't want you to!!...My steps grew heavier, it's just like my heart, a feeling of uncertainty is building up...
More and more, I can't take it already... . But I must go to the beach, yes, the seaside,...It looks like a normal place, but this is the 'same old place" in my heart, this is the seaside which Tetsu and I used to visit, remember how many songs we had written together here? Shared how much troubles? The promise to become the number one band in Japan was also rectified here, and you... It was the first time you told me, right here, "You are the cutest in this world~I will always be by your side."
I need you now... Tetsu.... You lied to me! Didn't you say that you'd always be by my side?? But now???
"Hyde... ... ... .."