Yeah, I'm sick. Just caught the flu virus (again). ..

Here's a story. I just thought of it when I came back home.. ..I'll try to make it shorter...

By hidoko matsumoto

Soul walk

Today was weird. Everyone was sick and I came down with a headache. Maybe it's the flu; I tend to be delirious when I have headache.

I don't know whether I like the feeling of delirium, but it's a sort of zone-out heaven to me. I just think crap and they seem so real..

I don't know.

I remember from a long time ago God promised me something. It was really a long time ago; I remember it in my soul, only my soul.

I would go from this earth to different surroundings, to explore.

Why the special treatment?

So that I can lose the feeling for this world.

I will become the destroyer one day, to eliminate all the humans in the world.

As I walk, I think of my Japanese language teacher Kojima-sensei. She must be very young right this year, isn't she? So maybe none of her kids are whom I know..

Man she looks really happy; blissful.

I think maybe when that day of power comes, I will kill her first.

I wouldn't wait for her to teach me Japanese anymore. I will hold Hyde captive, and make him tell me what he meant when he wrote every single words of the lyrics...

I can imagine his dying, final protesting look. I can imagine how Tetsu will react...

I will kill his lover, his friends, everyone, so that I can understand the beautiful songs at last. Nevermind if he dies before he explains...

I will kill the happy looking people in the world, first, so that the rest of them will never look happy again. I want to see this world enshrouded in the darkness it is in, visibly.

Right now, it is, isn't it?

Just that no one ever realizes it... .

I will wait for that day of power to come...

Maybe Hyde's lover's spirit will come back as a ghost, or a zombie to protect him.. .

I don't know. I'm wearing red now. Yukkichan was wearing today. I really like him very much...

Maybe I'll visit him tonight instead. Or do I want him to visit me? hmmm.. ..

I guess I don't care as long as I can continuing waiting. As long as I haven't reached the end, I will continue to wait... ..

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