The night slowly dawns upon me as I try to keep awake. The moonlight peeps through the window, and into my heart, as I see nothing but pain as I hear the sound waves radiate from Crystal's speaker. 


I didnt shed a tear. But that didnt hide the fact that he was gone forever, too.


Toshi's voice comes into my mind and penetrates my heart, and I think... 


I think too much. I tell myself that, like Joline does. She keeps telling me I think too much. But...


I can remember Crystal's voice, somewhere earlier in the day, asking me why do I love him so much. I do not know.


Now, he is gone, I am too late. But I do not know him, I cannot realise the pain his closer ones are feeling right now. WHo am I to say I love him?


But... I do.


I remember how great he used to be in the lives... Now...


I find myself thinking back, out of the blue, of his stage performances. Perhaps, i should stop rememebring him.


It is better.


...


The fresh morning wheels in on my mind as I realise time has passed by, once again, too fast.


My tears have dried in the sands of sleep, and now, I am a rose blooming in the desert.



~Hidoko


Notes: I dont know what you think of it, it would be nice if anyone bothers to read and tell me their thoughts... Becoz I am writing on the spot with no idea to write whatsoever so I just thought... I'd write what is real, what had happened... I will post, next time, a serious work.


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