Standing erect

The strong dry wind

The dark realms

The smell of blood

Spells home to me

Even though those I love belongs to the other worlds.
 
 

Bonded by the strange invisible force

It’s not something my strength can break

I’m not the only one in my universe
 
 

Tears overflow my heart

As I was cursed

By Fate
 
 

If there was a God,

Pray listen to my prayer

Kill my heart

Let me not be laden

With pain.
 
 

If there was Hate,

I wish there’s no Love;

It hurts more than Hate alone
 
 

Walking in the ways of the Devil

Killing to live;

Living to kill
 
 

Sorrow paints my prologue dark

But my first chapter had found it’s way to the light of Love
 
 

I stand in the Devil’s Dark glow;

Yet in my heart I’ve found light

The neverending death turns to life

Yet the neverending killing still exists in this world
 
 

It’s such a wonder

How I can love another I’ve never seen before

To acknowledge the inexistant place

Where I know her in my heart

Maybe siblings are telepathic in this way.
 
 

And friendship.

It’s a ship I never get to wreck

It stays afloat through the midst of storms

In my heart.
 
 

And the strange presence of a lovely Rose

Who betrayed my and came back

All to bring me to a new bright world

To die, and live again.

Whom I never want to part

Who’s so beautiful,

It hurts more than Hell.
 
 

In my eyes he’s always smiling

And reaching out, to me;

Even when the rose whip extends,

And causes bloodshed.

Even when sorrow rides his features,

So delicate and fine
 
 

Who stands in the light

Shining like the stars of the night

All I have to do is reach out,

I will grasp the Rose’s hand

All I have to do is cry out,

And he will be there,

Lending me the silent shoulder which I need

Which not even my twin can give
 
 

Who lends me the hospitality of the comfort

Of the great white wings

And breathes love into

My hateful, vengeful heart.
 
 

Who weaves a web of love

to capture me

And I’m trapped

When all he says is,

"Stay with me."
 
 

I can never escape,

Trapped in the complex maze of Fate

There are no risk and chances

There’s only Fate and Death.
 
 

Nothing can save me

For the future will happen for the past,

The past has happened for the future.
 
 

Even as I stand in the blinding sunset of their world,

I know,

This place is not where I reign;

For I belong to the darkness,

And only in the darkness I can stand.

Notes: All disclaimers apply… ^^; Um, and yes of course I wrote the whole series when I was 11 so believe it or not! I'm 13 now. And 14 going on next year! ^0^ / So please don’t be so harsh on your judgings!

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