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I am trapped between the weight of truth and the lightness of lies.

In the darkness, nothing lies in front of me, 
I am so hurt, closing my eyes in a painful sleep
I awake to find the door closed and locked
I cry out in my painful reality of dream
I want to leave this world
I want to fly away
The cursed string ties me taut to this ground
I want to spread my wings and soar
Over the deep blue see never to be seen again
Never to be hurt again
In the darkness, I grope my way towards light
My bruised fingers clutches at the sharp stones
There my blinded eyes saw a hint of brightness
The door is still closed and locked
I cry out in the desire to leave this existance

I am trapped between the beauty of pain and the carefree of happiness.

~hidoko

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