Thursday, January 28, 1999

I wonder how to tell you.

If only you'd listen to me.

If only we had the chance

To be, normal people,

To talk like normal people.

But we can't. I know.

You said you lost your love.

And I killed my heart.

If only, I can know about you

Like I desire. Fat hope.

Maybe one day dreams will wilt.

Just one day, we will know what is love.

Maybe, someday I can have the chance .

To hold you in my arms, to feel you.

Maybe for now it is just a dream.

A wilting dream, I know.

I love you true like the morning dew drops,

And the shining sea.

You said you lost your love

And I, I killed my heart.

But someday, perhaps

We can touch our hearts

And feel the pain

The pain of illusion, even if

Love is only self illusion

I refuse to see the truth.

Even if I wish to know

The difference between truth and lies,

But for now, desire is only another illusion.

~Ruth

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