10:28:10 PM Monday, December 06, 1999

Xz0ner
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Notes: My first master-slave fic, PWP… ohoho. It's really hard because Tetsu is not innocent, but he's not top… Hyde…. Well we'll leave it at that, and I'll try my best….

Starring: Hyde and Tetsu

Warnings: Lemon! Yaoi! (duh)
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It was getting deeper into the night. Tetsu could not sleep, as he flipped and turned in bed restlessly. His mind was on someone else; he could hardly focus. This feeling had been so strong, the feeling which he felt every time he saw that ultimate beauty… Ah, when had it started? He could not remember its beginning, but he could remember when he realized it. Yeah, he was a slow coach. When he saw Hyde, he knew that that was the person which he could take dreams to the farthest. They could fly among the clouds and to the stars, if reality permitted them to.

Tetsu hoped it was for eternity.

The stars outside were flickering. So much for a vacation, he thought. Hyde was in the room just next door, which was so close, so near….. He grew restless. He wondered if Hyde was feeling the same; perhaps he was, but he had seemed particularly tired in the earlier day. They were lucky that their tiny vacation had not been leaked out, because if it was, they would have been flooded with the presses again and it was not very nice, to say the least. He hoped that this vacation could help Hyde and himself get closer; Hyde seemed so distant sometimes.

He knew that Hyde needed more time to get into the relationship, but he was not a very patient person. And recently that feeling had gotten stronger every time he looked at Hyde, who seemed so carefree to the world, yet so sad when he faced him. He liked the idea of the Hyde who was so carefree being bonded to him in such a way, he liked the thought of being so important to someone who was important to him. And he understood how it was to Hyde, because he had felt that way before, too…. Now it was different, he had grown out of that stage. He wished that he could teach Hyde what it was like, to explore their relationship to the fullest. Tetsu wondered if Hyde would let him, wondered if Hyde would be able to accept as he tried to take him by the hand into the new world.

He flipped again, but he was not going to fall asleep yet. With resignation, he sat up. To his surprise, he saw Hyde standing at the doorway of his room in the chalet, looking as if he was waiting for something. Tetsu could not resist it, he climbed up and headed towards the small figure.

"Nee, Doiha-chan, what are you doing?" He asked, wrapping his arms around the waist of the smaller man from behind. He wanted to do more than that, and he was sure that he was going to. But not without Hyde's approval first.

"……I couldn't sleep, and I don't know what to do…" Hyde muttered, looking away, embarrassed. Tetsu frowned. Hyde was still feeling uncomfortable around him, and he had trouble hiding it too. Hyde had never liked a boy in his entire life, and he had at first been very shocked when Tetsu declared his feelings for him. So, it was denial. What a natural reaction. Then he came back again; admitting that he could not bear being alone, he loved Tetsu too. So they were together, finally… Hyde was very slow at self-realization, as Tetsu was sometimes.

At least, Tetsu knew what he wanted this time—his Hyde—and he did not want to waste all the time pining away for him anymore. But he couldn't force him, if he wasn't willing to submit to him… He wished that everything was in his stride so that he could breathe easier. But it would be so fun if he could torment the little brat just a bit at his own speed. Not too fast or too slow, just a bit too fast for Hyde, but not so fast that it would drive him away, as he had driven Sakura away…

"Really?" Tetsu regained his smile, and held Hyde tighter. His left hand traveled down, his right hand kept him pinned against his body. "Are you sure you don't know what to do now?"

"Wah!" Hyde cried, struggling against the bigger man, but even the strong him was weakened at the pleasure of Tetsu's hand caressing his private part through the fabric of his pants. "Stop it…."

"……No, I won't," Tetsu mumbled, leaning over to nibble Hyde's ear.

"Tet-chan…." Hyde moaned, submitting to the pleasure that Tetsu was giving him. He did not know what to do, he had never had sex with a man before, even though he always wanted to touch Tetsu, and show him more. He blushed, steadying his mind, and tried to pry Tetsu's hands away. "….That’s not what I want!"

"Oh really." Slightly annoyed by Hyde's protests, Tetsu let go and turned away, ignoring his own arousal. It seemed like Hyde was not ready yet. "Go back to sleep then."

"Tet-chan!" Hyde cried, you can't just leave me like that! Hey! But he did not dare to say it out. He had never dared to voice his deepest thoughts and fantasies, because from young he had always been rejected. And now it was forming a mental block in his mind. Tears came to his eyes, as he pouted unhappily, watching as Tetsu walked casually back into his room. …But I need it now……

Tetsu whistled, acting innocent, turned to face the other guy. "Yes, dear?"

"You can't… You can't just leave me like this!" It was almost killing him to say it aloud.

"Well, you didn't want it."

"But…. I didn't mean it…." Hyde wished that Tetsu would stop playing with him.

"So what should you do?" Tetsu asked again, as if he was a teacher correcting a bad student. His Hyde, he would teach him….

"…Baka!!" Hyde muttered under his breath, knowing full well that Tetsu was now picking on him. Swallowing his embarrassment, he walked towards Tetsu, not sure of what to do.

He could see Tetsu smirking from the light which shone in from outside. Well, he's so mean… Hyde thought, looking to the ground, trying to hide his fear. The silence was so clear at that moment. With trembling hands, he reached out submissively, and started to unbutton Tetsu's shirt. After some time, the shirt fell lifelessly to the ground, as Tetsu looked at him expectantly. Now Hyde was dying of embarrassment. He gulped, looking up into Tetsu's reassuring face, only to feel more awkward. Finally, he tugged at Tetsu's pants, like a servant who dared not do things too fast and harshly. To his further embarrassment, Tetsu was not wearing anything underneath, and now Hyde was not sure of what to do.

"There, good boy…" Tetsu whispered against his ear, caressing Hyde's red cheek. He pulled him into his room, and gently laid him down on the bed like a precious jewel. The warmth of the sheets was intoxicating against the coolness of the night, and Tetsu smiled to himself as he lifted Hyde's shirt, leaning down to taste the sweet flavor of the soft skin underneath. Hyde's moans of pleasure added to Tetsu's motivation, as his heart felt the excitement in the same frequency which Hyde had felt. He was about to go on a ride with Hyde to a realm he had always wanted to explore. The wind emerging from the window made them shiver, and Tetsu paused for a moment, to look at his beloved. The body of Hyde's was so beautiful, now that it was damp with sweat and tinted pink from the pleasures he had been receiving. It was too beautiful.... He could not help but feel awed by it's overwhelming brilliance.

Hyde opened his eyes, when he felt that Tetsu had stopped. He was surprised to see Tetsu studying at him in such an enchanted way, as if he was a piece of gem which he appreciated so much. Hyde did not understand why Tetsu had felt that way. To him, Tetsu was always the leader, and the mother of his… Whom he loved. Always so caring, always in charge, so that Hyde would not feel too burdened by the sake of decisions, but not to the point that he did not have a say in anything. To him, Tetsu was more precious than anything else in the world, more than he himself was.

Seeing Hyde's dazed and somewhat puzzled expression, Tetsu smiled gently as he pulled Hyde from the sheets and kissed him tenderly. He carried Hyde in front of the mirror, tilting his chin to keep his gaze up. Hyde blushed ever so furiously, as he saw the reflection of the two of them.

"Te… Tet-chan, what are you thinking of?!" He exclaimed, but Tetsu silenced him as he kissed him slowly, all the while making sure that Hyde's gaze was in the mirror. Hyde could not resist, like a frightened little bird, he watched as Tetsu slowly unzipped his jeans and let it fall down onto the floor. He moaned, as Tetsu's hands were about him, all the while holding him up, forcing him to look in the mirror. Tetsu watched on as Hyde came, fascinated by the beauty of his helplessness.

Feeling not too satisfied, Tetsu pushed Hyde against the mirror gently, and Hyde whimpered in both pleasure and fear, not sure what Tetsu was up to. He wanted to ask a question, but Tetsu's hand moved to his hips, the other keeping him pressed against the mirror, moving in between the cheeks, caressing the silky flesh, and then in between the thighs, parting his legs. Hyde's fear grew, as Tetsu pressed his back harder against the mirror, his heated body sliding against that smooth cool surface. "Ah…. Ah…" He wanted to cry out but the pressure against his chest kept him from doing so; he was in an uncomfortable position. Even though he was not sure of what was in Tetsu's mind, he allowed Tetsu to do what he wanted, trusting that Tetsu would never hurt him.

Tetsu's hand moved towards Hyde's hole, his touch gentle yet firm. He slid a finger in, then another, as Hyde squirmed uncomfortably and moaned as pain and pleasure mixed into one. The feeling was so strange, yet so enticing. Tetsu withdrew his fingers, and, keeping Hyde pinned to the mirror, reached for the wine bottle which he had left somewhere around while drinking last night. At least now he knew what to do with it. He let go of Hyde, and pressed his knee against the back of Hyde's thigh, one hand moving to part the cheeks, the other, holding the bottle by it's body, gently shoved its neck in. Hyde cried in pain, the thin neck of the bottle rubbing against the taut skin was painful. Tetsu continued, though he did not push it too far in, for he was afraid of spawning the priceless beauty. He withdrew it after some time. Hyde slid down against the mirror, very exhausted. As Tetsu helped Hyde up, he could see that Hyde was having another erection again.

"Look, you're just so beautiful…." He told the shorter man, kissing him affectionately. Hyde smiled; he felt so blessed, as he let Tetsu lead him by the hand around his neck. Tetsu laid him back onto the bed, gazing into Hyde's glazed eyes, and kissed him on his forehead, his hand brushing away stray strands of hair from Hyde's face. "……….My Hyde…"

Hyde's eyelids fluttered close, his brows furrowing as Tetsu kissed his way back down, licking his semi-erection. Hyde moaned in ecstasy, Tetsu's warm wet tongue was so enticing against his burning flesh. His back arched tensely, and he almost cried out when Tetsu placed his hardness into his mouth, and for the second time, he felt the extreme thrill of the pleasure merge into his being. Tetsu appeared back into view after a few moments, and began kissing him, forcing his lips to part. He could taste a bitter liquid flowing into his mouth, but he had no time to swallow, as Tetsu's tongue explored the caves of his mouth. The kiss got deeper, and finally, Tetsu broke the kiss. Hyde inhaled a deep breath, gasping. Tetsu smiled as he watch Hyde's tiny movements fondly.

There was silence for a while, then Tetsu requested in a commanding tone, "Crawl onto your fours."

Surprised at Tetsu's orders, Hyde obeyed, moving his trembling body into position. Satisfied that the usually willful and bratty Hyde was now totally under him, Tetsu climbed right behind Hyde, and pulled Hyde's legs apart forcefully yet somewhat gently, and dug his fingers in, one by one. He noticed that Hyde was already bleeding from the bottle's penetration, and he hoped that Hyde would not bleed too much later.

Pulling his fingers out, he began to thrust his stiff erection in, rocking in a steady rhythm, as Hyde tried not to allow his pained moans to escape his mouth. But soon, Tetsu was fully in, and came in the warm harbor of Hyde's. Hyde, who had enjoyed it despite the earlier pain, came too. Now he was extremely tired. Once Tetsu withdrew, he collapsed onto the soft bed, panting like a worn-out animal.

"…I never expected you to last so long," Tetsu remarked, crawling over to kiss Hyde, then lay down beside him, holding his beloved close.

"I… I tried my best…" Hyde replied, a weak smile on his face, as he hugged back, leaning his head against the warm chest of Tetsu's. "……..I love you… Master…."

"So you admit it," Tetsu smiled to himself, realizing that Hyde had just about dozed off. The moonlight beaming through the window illuminated Hyde's beautiful face, as he slept peacefully like a baby. Tetsu closed his eyes after studying his lover. "I love you too…. Hyde…"

The night was ending, as they lay there peacefully, entangled in each other's embrace. There was nothing that either of them needed right then, as long as they had each other's presence……
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~Owari~

Tuesday, December 07, 1999 12:38:04 AM

Notes: YAY! I finished it! Yatta! ^^ I wrote this fic because there was this person whom I met on the chat (I seldom go IRC, but I was so bored today!) so….. I think it's really strange and beautiful between the master-slave relationship. Don't you think? But I don’t think I'm very good at writing these sort of lemons…. *sigh* -_- I hope you enjoyed it… comments please??
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