Losing things

It's not all memory 
I'm damn sure it's something else
Please stop asking me to recall
I can't remember
A single fukkin thing
And things just disappear
You don't know how much it hurts me
You don't even care
How would you like to know
The sadness of
Being abandoned
by an inanimate object?
You're just a pampered boy
Who pretends to be organized
But what about me
I've lost what I have
Even these things abandon me
I won't like to live
So what am I gonna lose next?
Myself?

~hidoko Matsumoto

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