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Part 28
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Levin broke into a grin when he saw Tetsu, who had enter the kitchen with a timid smile. "Ah, Tetsu-san! Is Hyde-san feeling better now?"
Tetsu smiled back faintly and lowered his eyes. He didn't know what to make of Levin now. He didn't want to believe that the smaller boy was the one who tried to harm Hyde, as Sakura had accused of him. He so hoped for and wanted to believe in the innocence in people, for there were already too many sinned souls in this world. "Aa. He is fine now."
However, Levin puzzled him. As a Star, he could /read/ people- that's one of the talents the Father had gifted him with when he was reincarnated a Star. 'You do have beautiful eyes, Tetsu,' the Father had told him as he was only a newborn. 'I shall bestow upon you the ability to see through the innermost of a being's soul and its identity. With it, beautiful one, you shall never suffer again.' And Tetsu had been so grateful.
When he first opened his eyes in the mortal world and met Sakura, he had known, with little effort, who the raven-haired man /was/. Sakura was no human-at least not entirely-Tetsu saw. That he was one of the darklings, harmless to the mortal world only because he wished to remain so. Tetsu looked at his eyes and detected the self-denied beauty within; that's why he did not and could not fear Sakura. As for Yukihiro and Die, Tetsu was sure they were normal humans, just as Hyde was. They gave off the radiant, vivid aura which belongs to humans and humans only. But Levin... Tetsu had been quietly surprised when he wasn't able to /see/ Levin. He seemed human, yet he had not the aura which Die and Yukki possessed. In fact, Levin didn't have /any/ kind of aura around him. Like a perfectly smooth and snowy white blank piece of paper, bearing no recognizable signature at all. How could such a thing be possible? That made Tetsu feel uncomfortable.
Of course, Tetsu told himself, that didn't make Levin evil. He couldn't just assume it. No, no, no, nobody was evil, unless...
Unless...
"Tetsu-san, we're just about to go down to the grocery. Would you like to come?" Die said, grinning as he put on his coat. "We're going to get something good for Hyde-san's recovery, ne. And you'll probably feel better yourself to be out there in the fresh air."
Tetsu looked up and nodded, smiling as his eyes brightened at the thought of Hyde. "Yes. Actually I was just going to ask if I could come along. Yukki told me you were going to buy food for Hyde... And if it's not too much trouble-"
"Oh no," Levin chirped in, cheerfully interrupting the Star. "Of course not! We'd /love/ to have you with us, Tetsu-san."
Tetsu looked at Levin's beatific expression, and felt himself soften. "Arigatou."
Faint footsteps. And Tetsu felt his shoulders being encircled protectively as Sakura appeared from behind him. "Oh, Sakura, it's you."
"Hey, Sakura!" Die greeted.
The tall man glanced at Levin before he nodded to Die in acknowledgement. Then he bent his head and whispered to the Star, whom he held in his arms, "Tetsu, how are you feeling?" Deliberately, carefully, he let a hint of concern show itself on his face.
A sweet smile. "I'm fine, Sakura-kun. Thank you."
Sakura had to wonder if Tetsu had any idea how lovely he was when he smiled. It pained him more than anything to know that that such smile would never belong to only him. "That's good." He turned his eyes to Die and Levin again. "What were you talking about?"
"Grocery shopping, you dictator who does nothing but commends services from the others, namely your poor brothers," Die replied, mock-scowling. "We're out of fresh food, and Hyde-san and Tetsu-san need it. So."
" And I want to go with them," added Tetsu.
One of Sakura's eyebrows shot up. "You do?"
"Hai. I want to... do something helpful for Hyde, too."
Sakura swallowed the bitterness. "Well, then I'm going too."
"You are?" The immediate question was from Levin, whose eyes flashed only a fleeting second of unnamable emotion.
Sakura looked back at him unwaveringly. "Yes. Any problem with that?"
But Levin had already turned his eyes to Tetsu, who blinked.
"Levin-chan?" Die asked questioningly.
Levin twisted his lips into a delighted
smile. "Nope. Of course not, Sakura-kun."
---
Hyde fought.
He pushed and clawed at the slender, lithe body of his attacker, whose hold on him was unexpectedly forceful, the strength... inhuman.
"Damn you! Let go! Let go of me, you bastard!" Hyde growled and fought angrily, even as he felt icy hands stealing into his shirt, fingers sliding up his smooth skin easily, casually.
"Hush now, Hyde-san..." Yukihiro soothed like a patient parent comforting his willful child. He reached out in a speed faster than mortal eyes could detect, and seized Hyde's wrists, holding them together over the petite man's head, pinning Hyde to the bed as he straddled him.
Disgust welled up in Hyde's throat. The caressing sensation reminded him yet again of the darkest of his memories. Hyde shuddered and shut his eyes tight at the sudden and overwhelming assault of the unwanted memory.
Screaming
Torn
Violated
Violated
Violated...
Indescribable pain.
When he heard the harsh tearing of his pajama top, his eyes snapped open in terror. Yukihiro's smiling face looked down at him, so guileless, so gentle. And, looking into that face, Hyde suddenly felt himself entranced. It was as if his soul had left his body, and it was drifting, drifting...
Yukki grabbed his chin and forced his eyes to focus on him. "Oh no, don't you drift away now," he said, the tone infinitely gentle. "I want you to feel every bit of the pain I'm going to inflict upon you."
Hyde's eyes widened, and he began to struggle again, as hard as he could. He squirmed, kicking his legs, trying with all his might to throw the other man off. But it was of no use. "Damn you, sick bastard!" He spat furiously. "Let me go now!"
Yukihiro's thin lips curled into a deeper smile. With his free hand, he touched Hyde's full forehead, pushing away the dark strands of hair there; and then he let the hand caress the smooth skin of the face as he moved for Hyde's pale lips, the narrow chin. "...You are beautiful."
Hyde glared at him, unyielding.
"So beautiful, it's..." Slowly, Yukki lowered his hand onto the delicate arch of Hyde's exposed throat, and closed his fingers around it. "...disgusting," he finished. And he pressed forward, tightening the pressure on the smaller man's neck. He watched impassively as Hyde choked painfully.
When he felt it was enough, he let go of Hyde's neck, and the latter gasped and coughed violently. Yukihiro smiled and leaned forward until his lips pressed against the Hyde's skin, now cover with a sheen of sweat. Deliberately, he began to kiss it, nibbling and sucking with little mercy. He was very satisfied when he heard Hyde taking in a sharp breath as he lapped at a particularly sensitive spot under the smaller man's ear.
"Stop it! Stop..." Hyde struggled.
"Why?" Yukihiro murmured silkily against the velvety skin. "Oh, yes. Would you rather have the Star do this to you?" He pushed away the soft material of the pajama shirt and kissed Hyde's collarbones. "Or perhaps you want to do this to him? You know..."
Hyde closed his eyes tightly, lest the shameful tears spilled.
Screaming
Torn
Violated
Violated
Violated...
Yukki's free hand traveled languidly to Hyde's right nipple, palming and teasing it, while his mouth claimed the left one. Hyde nearly cried out at the surge of pleasure. But he bit down on his lips, refusing to give in.
Yukihiro played with the tiny piece of flesh until it turned hard. "I wonder," he said, almost conversationally, between the licking and biting, "how Tetsu-kun, you beloved Star, would react if I were to do this to him." He turned his attention to the other nipple. "It must be lovely to hear him scream..."
"Shut... Shut up!" Hyde said between gritted teeth, breathing hard. "If...if you ever...dare to...touch him... Aaahh..." Yukki crawled backward a little, parted the smaller man's legs forcefully even as Hyde tried to resist, and reached into his pants for the private organ. He grasped it. Hyde clamped his mouth shut to keep the moans from escaping.
Yukki watched the reactions his actions had wrought out from the small man under him with satisfaction and a cruel amusement. When he smiled, the curve of his lips was still tender. "And you'll what? Kill me?"
All that could be heard was Hyde's labored breathing.
Yukihiro chuckled softly, still stroking the other man's member with a rhythmic speed. "You are beautiful, Hyde-san," he said. Then abruptly he pulled the pajama pants down Hyde's slender legs, revealing the most private region of his flesh. Indifferently, he released Hyde's shaft. When Hyde immediately tried to pull his legs together, Yukihiro grabbed his thighs and forcefully compelled them to stay wide open. "Unfortunately," he sighed. "I have no interest in your beauty."
At this, Hyde opened his eyes, trying to ignore the humiliating position he was now in. "Then...why...why are you doing this to me!"
He lightly grazed the tender skin of Hyde's thigh with his fingernails. "...The sea."
"What..."
"You poor mortal, you've always died in the sea, no? Any lifetime and every lifetime. It's a curse, only you don't and will never know why you bear it."
Hyde stared at Yukihiro, not comprehending.
"You remember your past, don't you? How you were cast as a sinner and made a sacrifice to the roaring sea. Your forbidden love... Tetsu..."
"How did...How do you..."
"You've always clung to that love. You clung to it even when you didn't remember it. And you're a fool," continued Yukihiro. He moved his hands under the smaller man's hips and cupped them. "Why do you cling to that insignificant forbidden love when you have the love of the Mother Sea?"
Hyde writhed, trying in vain to get away. "What the hell do you mean! And let go of me now!"
Slowly, gently, expressionlessly, Yukihiro caressed the small orifice. "The Sea fell in love with you the day you were thrown into her as a sacrifice. The Sea has been in love with you, a pure human, a mere mortal, ever since. I had always wondered why."
Hyde felt he would go mad if he couldn't end this torture. He would positively go mad! "Madness... What rubbish are you...aaahhhh....nn...talking about !" He sputtered, squirming.
Yukihiro paid no heed to Hyde's words. "Now I know why my mother loves you. She's obsessed with you! Now I know why. You are very beautiful indeed." A pause. And suddenly the expressionless face animated with fury. "But you're a sinner! Your beauty itself is a sin!" Without warning, Yukihiro rammed his fingers into the small opening, roughly and mercilessly.
Hyde screamed.
Yukki only increased the movement of his fingers, wrecking the sensitive inner wall cruelly as he stared with cold eyes at Hyde, who was thrashing in pain. "And you sinned my mother! My beautiful mother! ...How dare you!"
Hyde heard his condemnation, vaguely, but he was no longer listening to it. He was hurting. He was hurting so much! And the bleak memory had resurfaced and was threatening to overwhelm his mind. And he thought he was going insane and there were no longer coherent thoughts in his head except the name, which he called again and again and again.
Tet-chan!
---
Yukihiro withdrew his fingers from Hyde's unconscious body. There was blood, dripping from his fingers and from the opening, trailing down Hyde's thighs.
He smiled.
Looking at his victim one last time, he got up and moved to the closet, where he took a pair of his own pajamas. Then he proceeded to strip off the remains of Hyde's battered clothing and put on the new ones.
That done, he gently eased Hyde onto the bed, and reached out to lightly touch the frown between Hyde's eyebrows. "The pain will remain, but you will not remember who caused it," he whispered, eyes closed. "Sleep, for now."
When he left the room, he was in a good mood.
Everything would go according to his
plan now.
-----------To be continued-------------
I had wanted to go on writing how Levin tried to kill tet-chan, but I figured this part is long enough at its present state...-_-x;;;
Oh My God. I can't believe my first lemon ever would be a yukkiXhyde. Oh My God. I can't believe it. My first lemon ever has _hyde_ as the 'uke'. Christ, I'd NEVER dreamed... Jesus Christ I can't believe I wrote a yukkiXhyde lemon... I can't believe that I even WROTE a lemon... Oh God oh God... AND I actually had hyde RAPED! *screams* And Pook-san, this is all your fault! You had me raped...raped...HYDE!! Something I once swore that I would NEVER do!! *cries into Pook's shoulders*
But...*sniffle* I don't think this is much of a lemon, anyway...Considering how yukki's intention wasn't lustful, and how hyde wasn't responding, and how the writing itself sucks like hell.... *sniffle* Anyway...I didn't want to detail on the lemon too much, because I don't want drag the story off its main track... (But it still went on for _5_ pages! That's longer than my average one-shot fic! Grr!)
Lemons are so damned hard to write.
And when I wrote this, my STAY AWAY color tet-chan figure kept staring at me from the top of the monitor where it stands... And now I'm feeling, like, terribly GUILTY... -_-x;;
I'm hoping that somebody had...enjoyed...
this...-''-x
~himu
*holds head and runs away*