Waiii... *holds up new clown named
"tetsu"*^^ I found this whittle guy at hallmark... waaaahhhh.....so cute...^^;;
It really looks like tetsu! I'm gunna post the piccy up next update..whenever
that is; New Year's commin anyway^^...
*glomps rei* how is he now that he's
outta da cellar? ^.^ Your part should be a memorial of my first time saying
the F word! ^^ teehee.... *glomps jara too* you _know_ I love you too...
:D
newayz...
milky way
part xxxi
"nnn.....aahhh..." the sound meandered
through the maze of silence.
tetsu's eyes sprung open; he had been
so afraid. It seemed to be so long since he'd ever seen hyde, especially
now that he was so distant...
That expression... It seemed so distorted,
in a pain comparable to infantile discrimination, until it spread outwards
like a vicious spectrum of radiation. tetsu couldn't fathom, until he found
the guard was lost and suddenly, he was hit by a turbulance of emotions....
It knocked him unconscious.
When he awoke, his face was streaming
with tears, even though this feeling had now resided and hyde lay beside
him, peering at the world through lifeless eyes. There was nothing which
he could sense anymore, even though his hold on hyde's hand remained tight,
and slightly damp.
"hyde..." tetsu placed his palm onto
hyde's forehead, brushing away his long fringe, "....whoever did that to
you, I'll kill him..."
hyde's eyebrows raised, and his eyelashes
fluttered as his eyes opened wide. /this... is tetsu..../ an inner voice
uttered, /..I've turned tetsu into this./ He didn't answer; he couldn't.
Something was restraining him, and then his eyelids lowered again. Something
inside him was enlarging, enlarging, until it got so bloated inside him
it was ready to burst. He didn't speak a word still.
"Tell me, hyde," tetsu begged, softly,
as he sifted his fingers gently through hyde's soft raven bangs.
....bloating, bloating, bloating...
It was ready to burst...
He let out a cry, suddenly springing
up to hold tetsu tightly with both his arms.
"It's okay, hyde, it's okay..." tetsu
soothed, holding him back.
/no...he doesn't understand.../
Still larger, larger, larger, more
and more intensely....
"..help me, tetsu..." He cried, pulling
tetsu closer, and burying his face into that white neck. It smelt so nice,
so gentle, so soothing....
"...it's okay, it's okay already...
he isn't here anymore, hyde, I'm here... I'll protect you, I promise......
.."
/you don't understand, tetsu...!/
With a cry, he pushed tetsu out of
his embrace, pinning him to the white sheets. His wild eyes gazed into
tetsu's shimmering ones, as if trying to find something in that vastness.
He couldn't.
/help me..../
He lowered his face, until his lips
met tetsu's soft pink petals, until he found tetsu's breath entwining with
his. his own breathing started to deccelerate; something divine was calming
him...
That pure being allowed him to do
this holy violation.
Those eyes were still shimmering,
with such vastness which he lost himself in, as irrationality blindfolded
him, as he unfolded tetsu's white gown. His lips crept down across that
white chest, leaving faint marks across.
"...ah....aa, hyde..."
tetsu's voice was so sweet, until
it seemed to fill him.
But still... that thing inside him
was swelling, swelling, and ready to burst.... No matter how, it won't
go away...Won't go away!!
The gasps and moans increased in degree
as he travelled down, his fingertips roaming, his breaths hot against that
warm skin, his touches so tainted against that pure being... Still, he
couldn't stop; he didn't. If he stopped, he would have burst..... ...
"hyde, ah...hyde.... ."
He entered, and lifted his head, to
see that starry whirlpool shimmering inside that nightsky....
"...yaaa...."
Rocking, in harmony, their hips slid
against each other's as a thick liquid spilled out.
"...iya......."
those eyes, he almost couldn't let
go....
When he pulled out, he almost couldn't
lift himself up anymore.
Something.... It was still swelling,
still ready to burst.
Tears streamed down his cheeks, as
he huddled close to tetsu's pale form...
It wouldn't go away.....
"....it's okay, hyde... it's already
okay..."
Like a lullaby, it soothed him, and
his eyelids weighed down. With the Star so close to him, so close as if
they were ready to merge -even though that unpleasant feeling wouldn't
go away- he couldn't help but feel like a minute wimp compared to the radiance
of the universe.
"hn.... slut." Yukki murmured, slamming
the book shut.
"Why the sudden display of emotion?"
Levin asked, peeking into the library.
"Hello, cousin." Yukki smiled.
"......" Levin's eyes grew wide, as
he stared at Yukki, not expecting to see that calm expression.
"I don't care if you did it or not,
Levin," Yukki's eyes were cold, as cold as the Atlantic sea. "We need to
talk."
"...talk...?"
"Come with me." Yukki said, gesturing
to Levin.
"You know I didn't do it!" He yelled;
his were cheeks starting to sting.
"Whether I know or not, it's not my
problem. My mother will judge you, Levin. I said come with me." He gripped
Levin's hand tightly, and dragged him out towards the sea.
"Ya...Yamete... Yamete!!" Levin cried,
struggling loose, but Yukki's grasp was as dead as a lock.
Yukki simply smiled and pulled him
away, out of the house, towards the cliff. The wind began to whip at some
point of time, as they got to the top. Levin felt a certain sense of dread
overwhelming him, as he realized what Yukki was up to.
"Yukki... Don't..!"
"You betrayed me, Levin." He smiled.
"My mother will avenge me."
With that, he pushed him into the
sea. Levin's frame disappeared into the roaring waves with a splash, when
suddenly a cry was heard from behind.
It was Die.
"You..... You..."
"Me?" Yukki laughed. "Go ahead, save
him."
With that, he strolled away.
Die glared at him, but immediately
his thoughts were of the foaming sea beneath....
and thoughtlessly, he too, disappeared
into those waves, as if he was able to save Levin if he too sacrificed
himself.
-to be continued-