I admit, I'm really dead tired and out of inspirations...I should write longer, but......-_-
the first
thing Tetsu realized was that he was there to rescue hyde from the ocean.
Something that seemed
like a spiral of thoughts, of blessings...
With a silent murmur,
he made a wish, a wish that he didn't even know of, then he allowed himself
to fade away... .
...that
wish, that wish which hyde made once upon a time, which caused Tetsu, as
the star, to fall towards the earth.
That
wish that even hyde himself did not know of, that he himself wasn't sure
of. he thought that he could discover it if he stayed, by hyde's side,
and he did, finally, when hyde was being dragged unwillingly to the sea
kicking and screaming with all his might deep inside.
the wish
that, when fulfiled would cause tetsu to melt into the bubbles of the sea
and become nothing else.
he disappeared
into the roaring waves, and raised his eyes to the sky one last time.
In the
world, there was only the sea and the sky.
Both
stretched on forever and ever. Both were unchanging yet ever-changing.
Both
of them were his deepest fears-- the sky's domination of fate, and the
sea's domination of life and death.
and both
of them could not exist without one another.
He called
upon the sky, and made a sacrifice of himself to it.
He knew
that he was being selfish when he saw Sakura's fallen expression as he
slipped through Sakura's grasp like a cloud of dust.
Still,
if he could choose, he would have went this way.
It seemed
that their love, even under the balance of the sky, was forbidden.
There
was no way out.
No way
out, but to pay for his sin with his life... His existence.
ever free, doko ni free?
ever free, in your sight.